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Baby Ella's nursery is practically finished! After she is born I would like to add some frames with her newborn photos, but other than that...it's ready for her arrival. Newborn and three-month-old clothes and blankets are washed and put away, which means that all that is left to do is pack our bag for the hospital. I am now full-term at 37 weeks so we will be thrilled to meet her when ever she decides she's ready!


Day 3: August 13-Still in PICU but starting to feel better. The nice staff at the hospital brought him some toys and books to use.
Day 4: August 14-Still in PICU but steadily gaining weight and the physical therapists gave him a Tumble Form seat to sit in to watch TV. Also, we discovered the amazing selection of children's DVD's to watch!

Day 5: August 15-Nicholas started wanting to play more and had gained 2.5 lbs. from his feeds. We had lots of visitors this day: Gramme (who comes every single day without fail) & Grandpa, Auntie Eva, Stacy, and Uncle Eric & Tina.

Day 6: August 16-Nicholas spent half the day in the PICU but was transferred up to the intermediate floor again in the early evening. Mommy was especially happy to be back in a much bigger room with a shower!

Day 7: August 17-Nicholas and Gramme spent lots of time playing today and Nicholas started to say "hi" and "bye" to the doctors and nurses who stopped by his room. He is starting to become used to the constant in and out of hospital staff. Also, his NJ tube (which went from his nose to intestine) was switched to a NG tube (nose to stomach).

Day 8: August 18-The day Nicholas was supposed to be released after he finished his antibiotics, but because he hasn't received his home ventilator yet, we will have to stay until early next week. Daddy took the day off work to spend with us and Nicholas enjoyed walking around the hallways looking at the fish photos and saying "hi" to everyone he passed. Mommy also learned how to place Nicholas's NG tube when it comes out by accident. Not too fun, but not too difficult either.

Day 9: August 19-Nicholas is back in hospital PJ's because mommy had to take home his laundry to wash it all after so many days in the hospital! A kitty named Joey came to visit our floor and Nicholas LOVED him! Joey sat right next to Nicholas on his bed and let him pet him as much as he wanted. He was in kitty-cat heaven! Later, while mommy left the hospital to do laundry and run errands, Gramme took Nicholas to the playroom where he got to read books, play with puzzles, and drive a loader.
We are hoping to be released by Monday (8/23) which will give us time for Nicholas's home ventilator to arrive and I will be trained to use it. The only reason we would stay longer is if the surgeons can fit Nicholas in for his g-tube placement surgery. We are hoping to get that done while we are here so that we don't have to come back in a couple weeks. Goodness knows, we've all had enough of the hospital for awhile!
Thanks for all your prayers and words of encouragement! It means a lot to our family!
This month is SMA Awareness month, so I thought I would post a few things about Spinal Muscular Atrophy...

Last Saturday evening Jeff and I had our first date night in many, many months. With the impending arrival of this baby girl, we thought it would be nice to go out just the two of us for an evening together. The date started off wonderfully when Jeff bought me flowers from the Washougal Farmer's Market, and the bouquet was so big it filled two vases! Then we dropped Nicholas off at my parents' house and drove to the first restaurant we had ever eaten at together-over five years ago-Red Robin, which was nothing fancy, but yummy all the same. After dinner we saw Inception at the movie theatre and we both agreed it was the best movie we had seen in quite a long time. It was a great night that we both enjoyed!


I cannot say enough good things about Nicholas's wrist splints. They have really helped him in the last couple of months! He wears them most of the day now and loves having them on. They help him drive the powerchair, turn pages in books, play with his cars, wave hello & goodbye, push his toys...I could go on and on, but basically, his wrists had become so floppy that these give him the support he needs to do things he wasn't able to do anymore. He is suppose to get another pair soon that are not as bulky and will allow him more freedom of his fingers so he can grasp items better. It will be so nice to have both kinds for him to use.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Finished Nursery
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Bedtime Buddy
When Nicholas was in the hospital, Jeff's Aunt Stacy visited and brought along the adorably, soft brown bear you see in this photo. Now it is Nicholas's favorite nap time and bedtime buddy! He is not the kind of kiddo who gets attached to stuffed animals, but this little bear is different. I think it gave him a sense of comfort during his hospital stay and now that he is at home the comfort continues while he rests. I love seeing him so happy before bedtime! Thanks, Stacy for thinking of our boy and finding the perfect gift!
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Home Sweet Home
Here are a few more photos from the remainder of our hospital stay...
Day 10-Friday, August 20th: Nicholas was serenaded by a nice man playing a guitar. A few of his requests were: Old MacDonald, Bingo, and The Wheels on the Bus. Mommy and Gramme joined in the singing with Nicholas echoing the e-i-e-i-o's in Old MacDonald. This was also the day the mommy was trained how to use Nicholas's new ventilator.
Day 11-Saturday, August 21st. We got the good news today that Nicholas would have his g-tube surgery on Monday afternoon. That means more days in the hospital, but going home with a g-tube instead of an NG tube makes mommy and daddy feel so much better. Plus Nicholas doesn't have to have a tube coming out of his nose anymore!

Day 12-Sunday, August 22nd. Nicholas had some more visitors today. First, mommy's friend Abbey stopped by and brought Nicholas and baby Ella some gifts. A giraffe & duck puppet for Nicholas and a duck lovie for baby. Later in the afternoon Uncle Kris and Aunt Jami stopped by and brought him a huge stuffed froggie. He was really spoiled during his hospital stay!

Day 13-Monday, August 23rd. Today was surgery day. Mommy was kind of a mess all day stressing about the g-tube surgery just because watching your two-year-old leave your side crying is never an easy thing for a mommy to experience.
Mommy, Gramme, and Daddy gave Nicholas lots of loves all day
And Gramme helped Nicholas prepare for surgery by wearing the cap and mask to show him what the doctors would look like. He was wheeled down to the operating room at 3:30 p.m. and we were able to be with him in recovery at 5:00 p.m. so thank goodness we didn't have to wait too long to see him.
The surgery went great and Nicholas did really well. He had a bit of pain medication after surgery started his feeds through his g-tube six hours later. He is such a little trooper!

Day 14 & 15-Tuesday, August 24th & Wednesday, August 25th. Nicholas spent time recovering from his surgery and mommy and daddy learned how to feed him through his new g-tube. Finally on Wednesday afternoon Nicholas was discharged from the hospital! After 15 days at Doernbecher's we were so ready to be back home. We had been talking about going home for a few days, but I don't think Nicholas quite believed us until we pulled into the driveway and he started saying "home!" He was talking up a storm and laughing when we walked in the door and we could tell he was thrilled to finally be back home.
He especially loves his room, but isn't sure what to make of all the equipment in there now. I think he thought we would leave all that at the hospital!
We would still like to get some darker curtains to block out daylight when he naps and a nicer light fixture on the ceiling. Hopefully we will be able to get these things done in the next week or two.
In other news...I went to my 36 week doctor appointment last Tuesday and it sounds to me like baby Ella may just arrive before her September 20th due date. I am 3 cm dilated, 60% effaced and the baby is in the head down position at -1. These are all good signs that labor is close at hand, but we are hoping that she will stay put for a couple weeks so that Nicholas can have some mommy and daddy time before little sister arrives. And we need a bit of time to adjust to Nicholas new equipment and his new feeding and sleeping schedule. Plus we have just a couple of things to finish in the nursery before it is finished...I will post photos soon!
Again, thanks so much for all the prayers and support during Nicholas's hospital stay. We appreciate all the emails, phone calls, and visits!
Day 13-Monday, August 23rd. Today was surgery day. Mommy was kind of a mess all day stressing about the g-tube surgery just because watching your two-year-old leave your side crying is never an easy thing for a mommy to experience.
Day 14 & 15-Tuesday, August 24th & Wednesday, August 25th. Nicholas spent time recovering from his surgery and mommy and daddy learned how to feed him through his new g-tube. Finally on Wednesday afternoon Nicholas was discharged from the hospital! After 15 days at Doernbecher's we were so ready to be back home. We had been talking about going home for a few days, but I don't think Nicholas quite believed us until we pulled into the driveway and he started saying "home!" He was talking up a storm and laughing when we walked in the door and we could tell he was thrilled to finally be back home.
In other news...I went to my 36 week doctor appointment last Tuesday and it sounds to me like baby Ella may just arrive before her September 20th due date. I am 3 cm dilated, 60% effaced and the baby is in the head down position at -1. These are all good signs that labor is close at hand, but we are hoping that she will stay put for a couple weeks so that Nicholas can have some mommy and daddy time before little sister arrives. And we need a bit of time to adjust to Nicholas new equipment and his new feeding and sleeping schedule. Plus we have just a couple of things to finish in the nursery before it is finished...I will post photos soon!
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Nicholas's Hospital Stay-Week One
Day 1: Admission to Doernbecker's Children's Hospital: August 11, 2010. Nicholas was admitted for respiratory distress, pneumonia, and failure to thrive (because of his low weight). He had an NJ tube inserted to start getting him the nutrients he needed.
Day 2: August 12-He was transferred from the intermediate care floor to the PICU so that he could use a ventilator while sleeping. When transferred to this floor, a nice nurse told us he could wear his own PJ's to feel more comfortable.
Day 3: August 13-Still in PICU but starting to feel better. The nice staff at the hospital brought him some toys and books to use.
Day 5: August 15-Nicholas started wanting to play more and had gained 2.5 lbs. from his feeds. We had lots of visitors this day: Gramme (who comes every single day without fail) & Grandpa, Auntie Eva, Stacy, and Uncle Eric & Tina.
Day 6: August 16-Nicholas spent half the day in the PICU but was transferred up to the intermediate floor again in the early evening. Mommy was especially happy to be back in a much bigger room with a shower!
Day 7: August 17-Nicholas and Gramme spent lots of time playing today and Nicholas started to say "hi" and "bye" to the doctors and nurses who stopped by his room. He is starting to become used to the constant in and out of hospital staff. Also, his NJ tube (which went from his nose to intestine) was switched to a NG tube (nose to stomach).
Day 8: August 18-The day Nicholas was supposed to be released after he finished his antibiotics, but because he hasn't received his home ventilator yet, we will have to stay until early next week. Daddy took the day off work to spend with us and Nicholas enjoyed walking around the hallways looking at the fish photos and saying "hi" to everyone he passed. Mommy also learned how to place Nicholas's NG tube when it comes out by accident. Not too fun, but not too difficult either.
Day 9: August 19-Nicholas is back in hospital PJ's because mommy had to take home his laundry to wash it all after so many days in the hospital! A kitty named Joey came to visit our floor and Nicholas LOVED him! Joey sat right next to Nicholas on his bed and let him pet him as much as he wanted. He was in kitty-cat heaven! Later, while mommy left the hospital to do laundry and run errands, Gramme took Nicholas to the playroom where he got to read books, play with puzzles, and drive a loader.
Thanks for all your prayers and words of encouragement! It means a lot to our family!
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
August is Spinal Muscular Atrophy Awareness Month

- You can shop to end SMA, just click on this link: (http://shoptoendsma.com/) Just by beginning your online shopping with ShopToEndSMA.com, a portion of every purchase will go back to the Gwendolyn Strong Foundation. Yes, that simple. The percentages vary, but every little bit adds up and if you use this for your regular online purchases -- well, now you really have purchasing POWER! And many of the stores offer coupons on ShopToEndSMA.com that you won't find anywhere else. So with such stores as Target, Diapers.com, Amazon.com, Macys, Sephora....You really can't lose. Click here to learn more -- http://tinyurl.com/24kx32j
- ReadGive Magazines (http://readgive.com/charity/GSF) Do you order magazines? Do you know anyone who does? The Gwendolyn Strong Foundation is partners with ReadGive and now 40% of every subscription will go toward curing SMA. So before your order or resubscribe, take a look at ReadGive. They have a great selection of magazines and are adding more each month, so be sure to keep checking back and spread the word. Click here to learn more -- http://tinyurl.com/SMAmags
- 1 in 40 people are carriers of the SMA gene. Most people have no family history of this disease and don't know they are carriers until they have a child affected with SMA.
- Two SMA organizations won $250K in the Pepsi Refresh Project this year, which means $500K toward research!
- If you haven't signed the Petition to Cure SMA yet, please click the link on the right side of our blog page. It's simple to do and only takes a minute!
Look for more information about SMA on our blog as the month continues...
Monday, August 2, 2010
Date Night
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Little Wonders
It's always so nice to see my child experiencing small successes!
Donate to Nicholas' Memorial Fund
Information about Spinal Muscular Atrophy (SMA)
Click HERE to learn about Spinal Muscular Atrophy.
About Me
- Jessica
- Washington, United States
- We are the Gustafsons: Daddy Jeff, Mommy Jessica, Big Brother Nicholas and Little Sister Elizabeth. We started our blog in 2008 when our son was born as a way to document our life. Jeff and I feel so blessed to be parents to two amazing kids. Our oldest, Nicholas, was diagnosed with a terminal condition called Spinal Muscular Atrophy. We are praying for a cure for Nicholas and all children who suffer from this physically limiting diagnosis. We are also parents to a little girl who who brings us sunshine and laughter everyday. We treasure every moment with our sweet kiddos. Please let us know you visited our blog by leaving us comment. May God bless you today and always.
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