Saturday, December 18, 2010

No Santa Visit This Year


Yesterday morning we decided to take the kids to visit Santa at our local mall. Nicholas woke up feeling great, so we thought it would the perfect morning to go. We were right, when we arrived at the mall, there were only three or four families in front of us and we decided to wait in line to let the kids sit on Santa's lap. While waiting in line we began to notice that Nicholas was becoming distressed. He was crying a little, and looking somewhat worried. We thought maybe he was nervous about seeing Santa because during the twenty-minute trip to the mall he was talking and laughing and feeling great. We talked to him about Santa and explained what would happen, but he started doing worse, becoming sweaty and pale. I laid his stroller seat back until it was nearly flat and Jeff took him out of line to suction him. I stood in line for a minute or two with Ella in my arms and let a couple of families cut in line in front of us. Finally, I walked over to where Jeff and Nicholas were and Jeff said, "he's not doing good." I took one look at Nicholas and told Jeff, "He's not breathing." I gently laid Ella down on the floor beside the stroller, and yelled for the people standing nearby to call 911 while Jeff suctioned Nicholas again. Then I started CPR. By this time Nicholas was as white as a sheet and looking terrified. On my fourth breath he started coughing and crying and gasping. I silently said a prayer of thanks to God for allowing our son to stay with us. By this time, two people had phoned 911 and were giving them our information. Another man, a local police officer, asked if he could pray over Nicholas, we gladly accepted. We decided to meet the EMTs in the parking lot. Jeff scooped up Nicholas and I picked up Ella and pushed the empty stroller outside the mall. We explained to the EMTs about Nicholas's disease and asked that they check his vitals since we did not have our pulse/ox with us. They didn't have a child size finger monitor so they had a very difficult time reading Nicholas's oxygen and heart rate. They told us they wanted to take Nicholas to OHSU, but also said that we know him best as his parents, and we could refuse service if we thought he was okay. We monitored him in the back of the ambulance for about ten minutes and then decided he was ready to go home. Once again, Jeff held Nicholas in his lap the entire ride back to our house. In the car, Nicholas was back to his normal self, although much quieter than usual. We kept asking him if he was okay, and he would reply, "uh-k." Upon arrival at home we immediately hooked him up to his pulse ox which read 98 O2/132 pulse and we felt relieved. We also did a cough assist/suction treatment to get more air into him and clear out all those yucky secretions.


Now that this has happened twice in a month, we realize that we are going to need to change things in the way we travel with Nicholas. We are looking into getting a car bed for him which will allow him to lay flat while we travel. We will also be bringing his suction and pulse/ox with us wherever we go. We are hoping his pulse/ox will alert us when he's not doing well before he gets to the point of not being able to breathe. We realize that Nicholas's disease is mostly likely progressing, however, we also contribute his extra phlegm to his teething (he's cutting three molars) and his recent cold. At any rate, it is important that we have the proper equipment in place to make sure our little guy is comfortable where ever he goes. For the time being, we are ceasing our weekly two-hour round trips to Shriners for power wheelchair practice simply because we don't have the travel equipment. If any SMA parents are reading this and have any information about things we should try or equipment you use with your kids, we would appreciate your comments.

Since yesterday, Nicholas has been continuously hooked up to his pulse/ox and his stats have remained good and he has not had any further breathing problems. We are staying home this week until Christmas Eve and then we will only be traveling a mile to attend my parents' annual Christmas Eve party. We are also limiting the number of people who come into our home as we are trying to keep Nicholas feeling as well as possible without any outside germs.


Thanks to everyone for your continued prayers for our family, and especially our little Nicholas.

5 comments:

Kristen said...

Ahhh Jessica... I am so sorry that this happened again but am so relieved and happy that Nicholas is okay. Hopefully, with all of the new plans you are putting into place things will settle.

Whit, Lindsey, Jonas, and Maggie said...

Oh I am so sorry this has happened again! My heart breaks every time I read this. I don't have the best advice, but I would try an easy-vest for traveling in the car. Nicholas can lie down across the seats and be more comfortable. You are so brave and awesome for doing CPR twice! That was/is my biggest fear to actually have to do that..I don't know if I could. I've wanted to say thank you so many times for your sweet and comforting comments and only have lame excuses for not. I have finally have your blog linked to ours now and will be doing a much better job keeping in touch. I am praying for you all and Nicholas. If you have any more specific questions please don't hesitate to ask. Also you can email me: lindseyray4@yahoo.com

Paula said...

I couldn't help it but to cry when I read this post. I am so saddened that Nicholas went through this again. I was heartbroken to read that you think his illness is progressing. I am angry with SMA!!!I pray that it is the teething and his cold that promoted this episode--hopefully the last one. If I can cheer you up, I think you are an amazing person! (Because of you, I went to the aid of a mother whose child was in distress at the mall the other day. He was having a violent, rageful fit (autism) and I remembered your previous post about feeling so alone. Even though I didn't do much, I just wanted her to know I was there to offer any help--even if it was just to hold her purse or call someone while she restrained her child.) Thank you for sharing your feelings. I admire your strength! I often think about your family and pray that Nicholas is having a good day. I have signed the SMA petition and continue to pray for a cure to end this terrible illness and especially pray for Nicholas's health!

As always, I anticipate your posts and pray that they contain good news!

Merry Christmas to you and your family! God bless you all!

Brittny1007 said...

I am so sorry that you all had to go through that again. I'm glad he is ok. I hope his teething is almost over, & I hope you can find a good alternative for traveling. We continue to pray for your family.

Anonymous said...

Oh my goodness how scary for you all! I'm so proud of your prompt response to him Jess. There is no other mother like you, really. I'm also glad Jeff was there with you all this time too. You are all so strong and I am humbled by your courage and heart.

I hope you have had a better week and that your babies are eating up all the holiday cheer you are making for them. You are Santa's helper for sure - cat's outta the bag mama ; )

Love you all - happy holidays the Gustafson clan!


xoxoxo
L